My Life

    I've been trying to become a better student and son but I've failed because I don't have the spirit to change myself. I've been wasting all my time since I was born and until today, I am still doing nothing. I really feel so sorry for my parents and teachers for not making you all happy. I hope I could change before the end of this month and hope I won't be dissapointing you all anymore. Besides, I would like to say THANKS to my parents for believeing in me.
    When the SPM results came out, I heard that that guy that went to Universiti Malaya (Ong Dee Keat) last year got 10 A's. I got shocked. 10 A's? How? I got jealous and I think the jealousy turned into motivation that can make my feel like studying. I really admire him. Hope he could gimme some advice.
When I was in primary school, Mr. Yeo told me 'Don't promise to me or anyone but yourself because you're the only one that know what you are doing.' I tried to promise to myself for so many times but I found out that it's so useless. The only way to success is to work hard and achieve it but not doing other crap and I wonder when I am going to acheive it.
    I hope there's a day for this lazy boy to success. Even the moment I am writing this essay I feel so lazy and useless. I think you all won't be interested in reading this essay becaouse I am just repeating the same thing. But I really hope I could change. :'(